Damage Control

Yes, I’ll leave it at that simple, basic title. No creative rhymes, titles, or anything of the sort. I’ve got nothing against them, but quite frankly, when you’ve got a headache like mine, it hurts to think.
This is the 9th consecutive day of headaches. I’m starting to get a little impatient, because I can’t figure out [...]

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20 YEARS OF NO LUCK AND STILL GOING…

So yea, I’m a little angry.
For 20 years of my life, I’ve tried my hardest to be a good student, a good daughter, and a good friend. I’ve been someone with integrity, character, honesty and loyalty. I’ve tried to be a good person.
And how does life treat me?
By screwing me over EVERY TIME.
I just got [...]

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“It’s just about learning to roll with the punches.”

First of all,
I just want to say WOW.
WOW at the fact that I never thought this little blog would get off the ground so quickly. Never in my wildest dreams, or entries, did I realize that one day, this site could get thousands of views daily. And not to mention, get feedback. So thanks to [...]

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Maybe getting older doesn’t always have to be such a bad thing.

I have to admit that it’s very important to give credit when credit’s due. It was my birthday a few days ago, and I have to say, my friend Kyle totally went above and beyond. He came with me to Disneyland, despite the fact that he’s not exactly a fan of the park, because I [...]

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I think I’d kill myself, if I never knew.

What do I have to do to get inside of you?
 - “Inside of You”, Hoobastank
I closed the door, put my earphones in, and turned up the volume.  I knew that this was a boy’s song. I didn’t care anymore. If I’m a woman who wants to listen to hard rock, then goddamn it, I will.
And [...]

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The corner of First and Amistad.

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, “Where’ve you been?”
He said, “Ask anything.”
Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the [...]

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Falling in. Falling out. Falling apart.

That’s it. I’ve had enough.
It took me a long time, but I finally learned my lesson. It hurts, but it’s part of life. I just hope I know better next time.
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Why am I up this late. I can’t sleep. It’s not insomnia because I’m tired, but it almost feels like I’m afraid of closing my [...]

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Our society spends too much time evaluating poultry pscyhologically.

So I read this joke a while back in Reader’s Digest magazine. I didn’t exactly expect the jokes to be top notch, but I’ve got to admit, this completely appealed to my IR humor (if such a thing is possible).
And also, inspired by reading on my friend’s blog something about what world religions were about, I decided [...]

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A Lesson Learned

I learned that sometimes,
people aren’t going to love you,
and it may be for no reason at all.
Sometimes, people just judge you on what they think you will do,
on who they think you are, 
and  there’s nothing you can do about it.
But just remember one thing:
they’re not cheating you,
they’re cheating themselves.
- Anonymous

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Who I Was, Hates Whom I’ve Become

Yale.
If I remember one college I’ve wanted to go to since I found out I can do better than community college, is Yale University in New Haven, Connecticut. Even when I was barely starting high school, I’d already set my goals. I wanted to study Political Science at Yale. And of course, I was conceited [...]

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